I have found myself happy by Calum Creasey

I am sat here, mulling over what has become apparent to me today. For I am happier than I have been in a very long time. I don't quite know why, I have an inkling, or rather many inklings. But in between those, there is something that arrives without prior warning. Quite like a feeling of contentedness that fills what were gaps in my life; I have found myself happy. 

I look at myself when I awake, not physically, but in a mental sense. Today I found myself happy. Like this state of being arrived overnight and consumed my body. From my brow to my feet. From how I talk to myself to how I smile at others. How the problems of yesterday weigh less upon my shoulders. 

I sit here with charcoal burning in an old BBQ that a bought in France many years ago. On our first trip in a campervan outside of the U.K in fact. It is rusted and burnt from many summer evenings, but works just as well now as it ever did. 

Lauren will arrive soon, she will be happy no doubt. For we have made changes to our lives and have felt life flow like water once more. She was always happy when we were young, always with a perfect grin on her face. I can't wait to see that grin again when she arrives. 

Our van is sat with doors and windows thrown open to the world. To let the outside creep in. The smoke held on a warm breeze. The dappled light. Sounds of a peacock. Watching three lambs tearing at green green grass. 

I found myself happy today.

Sidenote - I wrote this down in a notepad this Summer just passed and stumbled upon it recently. We were staying on a campsite near to where we grew up. Shortly after returning to the UK after 3 months in Europe. On that trip, we failed to find the freedom we could usually count upon. On our return to the UK, we were faced with solving the very same problems that we had run away from. Now I read this and am filled with the same feeling of happiness. Not just at the memory, but having learnt a great deal from that time. Namely, that the act of escaping is not what had brought us happiness so many times before, rather it was the circumstances in which we left. Not the Leaving in haste with un resolved issues; but driving away slowly, with well formed plans and contented minds.


The Rolling Home Journal - issue one has arrived! by Calum Creasey

Fresh from the printers, we are proud to release the first issue of our new quarterly publication - The Rolling Home Journal. 136 pages, printed in the UK on FSC certified paper. (Cover illustration by Christian Leban)

Nearly a year ago to this date, we launched our Kickstarter campaign, and the continued support for our book has been incredible. Six months ago we started work on our next ambitious project, one that would bring together a wonderful community of writers, artists, photographers and designers. To celebrate alternative living in a thoughtful and intelligent way. In a form that we all love. Whether you are searching for Vanlife inspiration, or information on how to make money on the road. We have created a platform to discuss, curate and share, well into the future. 

Back cover photo by James Barkman

Back cover photo by James Barkman

It has been an anxious wait, and we thank all those who pre-ordered copies. These are shipping right now! If you would like to purchase you own copy, visit our online store where we offer worldwide shipping!

We would like to thank all of our contributors, without whom the Journal would not be possible.

Zach Altman - James Barkman - Filippa Edghill - Alec, Jan & Charles Forman - Oliver Grogan - William Head & Keda Hall-farrise - Brook James - Philipp Kentagens - Christian Leban - Brianna Madia - Sara Nygern & Oscar Gottfries - Alyssa Pugh & Brian Wood - Elisa Routa - Jack Richens - Alex Ulmke - Andrew Wightman - Kit Whistler -  J.R. Switchgrass - Samantha Zim

Published by The Rolling Home and Stokedeversince.

If you would like to contribute to issue two, please get in contact - info@stokedeversince.com

Reasons to live in a van. by Calum Creasey

A few months ago I was asked to write a short piece about our time living in our van for Enterprise's online magazine 'On the road' - This post is in no way associated with them, but I wanted to share what I wrote all the same. You can view the full blog post here.

There are many reasons why you shouldn’t live in a van. The relatively small and sometimes confined space. The lack of constant flowing water, gas and electricity. The absence of a fixed abode, with a postcode and mailing address. Vehicles, especially ones who have seen a few too many winters, have a tendency to break down, fail to start and give up the ‘proverbial ghost’. Finding yourself in spots that are far from the warm beaches you were hoping for, supermarket car parks, back streets and industrial areas. Being woken up by the police or local residents, angrily beeping their horns as if to say ‘how dare you live next to me? even for a night’. I don’t know where to start with the food, canned soup, UHT milk, anything with an artificially prolonged life. The hours or boredom, no phone or 3G signal. In this day and age?

Myself and my partner Lauren have spent the past 6 years jumping between two lives. One that has a postcode and a constant water supply. Electricity at the flick of a switch and all of the other simple amenities we have come to expect in a house in the 21st century. A life in which we work, we sometimes go out for meals to see friends, we run a small business and enjoy the majority of work life. Sometimes we prosper, the bank account is in the plus and the sun shines on our small part of England. Other times we struggle, money is tight, rent is due and we find ourselves looking longingly at old photographs, Instagram feeds and at the vivid memories left in our minds from trips past.

The second life, the one that we are proud of, promises nothing but the potential to see the world. The chance to sleep under new skies and wake to a new dawn chorus. When we forget what date we left, how long we have been on the road or where we are headed next. We forget the bills, the emails, the phone calls. The clients, the nosy neighbours and the local council asking us to cut our hedge. The van, or ‘The Rolling Home’ as we know it, has become an old friend, the 3rd companion on this hapdash voyage. One that needs attention, checking of oil leaks and tightening of belts. The carrying of more tools than clothes. A joyous cat and mouse game of fixing parts as they break under the strain of miles travelled.

The van is filled, meticulously so, with everything we need. No spare rooms to fill with clutter, no forgotten cupboards or kitchen drawers that fill with un necessary objects that will be useful on day. The minimum needed. Surfboards on a rack on the side of the hightop, 30 litres of fresh water in two tanks behind the small kitchen. Two gas burners, a basic fridge. An L shaped seat that slides out to give us a bed. The drawers smell of vanilla surfboard wax and oiled pine.

We have maps in the van, maps of every corner of Europe. Dog eared and sun bleached, the pages covered with small pencil crosses, notes of our favourite locations. Empty beaches in Northern Spain that we discovered after months of travelling back in 2013. Hidden sand tracks that weave through the thick pine forest of South West France. We stumbled upon these back in 2010. We were surely not the first to discover the empty waves that lay at the end, but we were the only ones on that particular day. So why not believe they were ours? Our back garden for the day. Areas in Southern Germany where we camped with new friends. In Sweden we fell in love with a country that let us sleep for weeks in untamed wilderness, and spent our coldest nights yet in our little van.

We are ‘off grid’. We feel the absence of connection in the first few weeks. The zombie like reach for our phones. But this habit breaks quickly. The view of mountains or beaches, rivers creeping through valleys or thick forest. These are the images that fill our minds. Falling asleep to the last few pages of a favourite book. Waking to check the surf, not the latest posts on social media.

Cups of tea and biscuits, our one comfort from home. But where is home? I guess by now we have forgotten. Fresh meat and local vegetables from the market in a small Portuguese fishing village. Spending the price of a takeaway coffee back in the UK, on two bags full of the freshest food imaginable. What small amount of money would have payed for a day of existence in the UK, sustains this life for weeks. The BBQs, these are legendary. Grilled courgettes, sticky blackened ribs, salsa verde that fills the van with an unmistakable incense of mint and Garlic. Laughter! and full bellies and stinging eyes from wood smoke. Camp chairs and wine sipped from cups instead of glasses. Clear nights and stars through our hightop windows. Waking up early, leaving Lauren to dose for a few more hours in the sun that creeps up over the horizon. Riding my push bike up the hills and over the dunes, board in hand. Empty dawn surfs where half of the session is forgotten in a blur of near perfect waves and aching smiles. I ride back to the van and we sit with dark coffee, fresh toast and avocado.

Our friends, they park next to us. We spend days, weeks, months travelling with them. Taking photos and shooting film. All in an effort to document these times. We never once long for home, we know the small towns that we grew up in will not change, too much.

We choose to be here. I think you should too; after all, there are many reasons why you should live in a van. 


We have been incredibly humbled to bring together such a large amount of people in such a short amount of time; over 100k follower on instagram alone. Now it is important that we bring as much goodness and positivity out of this community as possible.

We are stoked to announce the launch of The Rolling home Journal. A quarterly print publication that celebrates all of the amazing people out there travelling and living in campervans or alternative homes. 


Now that we have been able to share our story, we decided to create a platform to tell yours; we have set out to document and share inspiring photos, articles, interviews and advice from the world of campervans & alternative living. Building a resource that will document and celebrate an ever growing worldwide movement. Whether you live in your van permanently, have travelled for years overlanding or aspire to own a van one day.


Quite simply we love print. We love the ability to pick up a magazine or book and read it cover to cover. Following the success of our first book - The Rolling Home, we see no better way to document our community and shared values than through a new printed publication.

The Rolling home journal will be a place to share ideas. Where we curate incredible stories and images. Showcase artwork and editorial writing and connect a community across the globe.

We are bringing together a team of writers, photographers, editors and journalists to create a publication that asks questions and delves deep into peoples experiences. We will represent the best in travel journalism and story telling as well as a valuable resource for inspiration, knowledge and advice. From keeping your van on the road to building a tiny home in the woods.



'As Vanlife and the outdoors go hand in hand, our journal will follow the seasons. For our first issue we chose the season that defines living in a van better than any; Summer'


We are going to start by filling the pages of our first issue with tales of Summers spent in campervans. From people working on finishing touches to their self conversions, to epic roadtrips and those who live in seriously wild places in their vans. We will be sharing your memories of hot days and cool nights on the road.

We have a little way to go before it is available. Issue 1 is available to pre order on August 15th, along with discounted yearly subscriptions. Issue one will ship worldwide mid/late September 2016. 


How to get involved

Of course we could not make the journal possible without your input. We want to hear your stories, see you photos and hear all about your epic adventures. If you are a photographer, filmmaker, mechanic, van owner, permanent traveler or just love the idea of travelling in a vehicle of some kind, we want to hear from you. Send us your projects, voyages, plans and stories, big or small.

For submissions contact - info@stokedeversince.com

For advertising and stockist enquires please contact - Calum@stokedeversince.com

To keep up to date with the latest updates and news follow @Therollinghome